Response to angela

The meaning of life part really kills me.(lol i just reread that 3 times lol) I've had since i was 7, but still I cant find a legit emit reason to live other then for my family and friends, so that then wont feel the pain of me dieing..... but all the others just fall into place easy. By the way Angela conversion is like having a being with a person for all of your life and always believing that they tell the truth and would never cheat. Then one day your walking along and you see them making out with another person. At first your like what the hell! Then you start on the, maybe it wasn't him/her or it was actually there cousin and there just really friendly. After this you go, well maybe this was just a one time thing, or you realize that THEY WERE FREAKING LYING ALL THE TIME~!

It hurts really really bad, then theres the depression part, but you move on. Life doesn't need a purpose because just to live, even if its for a second, is wondrous.

Now for a little activity! Go outside after dark, get in your car and drive to the highest point you can where it is the darkest(ojai is perfect but there are better places near you like the top of petit or hell just drive along foothill road away from ventura.) Get out of your car, and look away from the city. That is life. Its wild. Its crazy. It has no meaning and needs none. Because it is different for every person,animal,object,idea, and particle. Its not fair, but its not trying to be mean. Thats just how it is. No intent. No dislike. Its just how it is wild,crazy, peaceful, and awesome down to the last drop. But when the cups empty, sadly, the cups empty and theres no free refills.

omg omg momg mogmogopomogfinjhozdfs slkgh qwe[ptfouweif jkse dfkuhwsdahfkjsdhkjhjjjasdhfjkhsdjafkhdskh
I am so happy!!!!!!! I dont have to liv eiin a stink pit!!!!!!!! im freeeee!!!!!!! this is so wonderful i cant even explain the joy im feeling!!!! omg omg omg omg its like dountus and sprinkles and kittens and rainbows with unicorns and lightsabers cutting thruogh all of them1!!!!1!
edit: I still cant stop shaking because im so happy, I dont have to live with my mom anymore and my dad is aproving of it so im freeeeeee omg its so awsum idc if i cant live at my friends lucs house or if any of that shit im freeeee

busy, not busy, bored

so latly I have been neglecting my blog :/ which i feel bad about, so im updating! I found some awsum sites, and im currently looking for this one girl whom I love, and she has no online footprint,and isnt in the whitepages and I have no way of contacting her...but the site i found is called Pandora Radio which is really awsum :D but besides that I'm just struggeling to find this person who I love and she Loves me back. If only there was a google for people..... ZING! Next big idea! Well for the rest of the week the ubjective is to hangout with andrew! :p which is alot harder then it sounds.... but i will acomplish it! Anyways im getting tired so im gonna hit the hay soon but heres a pic so you'll have something to think about btw that is hanners,you will be seeing alot more of her because she is awsum and because i lazy and hate mspaint, also that is what it feels like to have a mind rush! ni nite!