Not that anyone will read this (peter if you are great and thx at least i kno my writing will be read by something other then the FBI or what ever kinda of internet screening thing they have for blogs) but I'd like to update this once a day, mostly this will be kinda like a diary. Me just throwing random shit out the door that seems to be my crowding head. Also this will s as a mood journal for what ever reason anyone would need one.
Currently best friends in the world is mad at me for being as I am, which is human nature(Or so it has seemed to me that others dont like things they dont understand/ are different then their world view) , and im hating it. It hurts to see your first ture friend reject you, but thats ok if he wants to he has every right, but heres a little insight into the problem.
yo
sup dawg?
12:36pmTamara
heyyy
12:37pmWilliam
i've decided to update my blog once a day
:p
12:37pmTamara
interesting
12:37pmWilliam
not really
12:37pmTamara
duh
lol
12:38pmWilliam
it'll just be a big mismatched jumble of ifno about unimportent things that you we never see hear of or doing anything about
kinda like the news
12:39pmTamara
hahaha
awesome
12:39pmWilliam
can you ask andrew if he not being emo and would mind i f came over there
i iz bored
*I
12:40pmTamara
nathan is here
12:42pmWilliam
idc
its funner when he is :p
12:43pmTamara
lol
12:43pmWilliam
and i have nothing to do but sit in a house by myself
12:43pmTamara
sigh no
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12:43pmWilliam
which means yes :D
12:43pmTamara
which means no
12:43pmWilliam
which means yes :d
he cant avoid me all summer
12:44pmTamara
judy said theres already someone here
12:44pmWilliam
>.> riiight what ever
12:44pmTamara
is andrew mad at u? o.O
12:44pmWilliam
idk
thats why im pissed/sad/anrgy/hyper
12:45pmTamara
hmm
i have no idea y he's "avoiding" u
how weird...
12:45pmWilliam
nither i and thats what is pissing me off
12:46pmTamara
hmm
12:46pmWilliam
if he just come out and tell me i'd be fine but him just not talking or seeing me is driving me CRAZY
*told
12:48pmWilliam
is it because im an atheist? is it because i stink and dont shower alot, is it because i made him mad some how and just dont kno it, WHY?
12:48pmTamara
its because ur an atheist
he's like...
12:49pmWilliam
his brothers an atheist
i can just not talk about it
12:49pmTamara
"he's annoying!" and im like "and nathan's not?" he's like "he is, but nathan isnt an atheist and will talks about religion topics ALL the time"
12:50pmWilliam
but thats beside the point andrew has to realize that there are people with opinions other then his or like his
12:50pmTamara
he told me not to tell u, but i think its good for u to know so u can know, ya know?
12:50pmWilliam
yeah
12:51pmTamara
so yeah. i guess if u just treat the whole religion thing as highly as possible and just not talk about it, then you guys should be fine
12:53pmWilliam
-_-# i never said that religion isnt possible its just that, its like denying your self of being your self
is peter awake?
12:54pmTamara
nope
lol
12:54pmWilliam
great
12:54pmTamara
no, i mean treat it as highly as possible meaning just respect his views
12:55pmWilliam
I do respect his views o.O
I just try and see how he got them...
12:55pmTamara
kay then... good
lol
12:56pmWilliam
its like growing up with out the color red
12:56pmTamara
o.O
12:56pmWilliam
and then you come out into the world and everone is wearing red
and you have to wonder why is red so good and why are they all wearing red
and everyone is trying to get you to wear red even though you like blue
12:58pmTamara
interesting metaphor
12:58pmWilliam
and the people your closest with are trying to get you to wear red
and you just cant figure out why everyone wears red
12:59pmTamara
sooo.. andrew is trying to get u to wear red?
1:00pmWilliam
no what im saying is that basically everyone i know is religious in some way and im not, and they all see that as a problem to be fixed or avoided
when i just wanna be
he gets to voice his opinions but i have to be quite
1:01pmTamara
awww. poor wheel
1:01pmWilliam
this is really what its like to be an atheist
1:03pmTamara
well, lds ppl r taught to accept, if not support other religions (or lack thereof). so i dont see y andrew takes so much offense in u talking about atheist.
*atheistness
lol
1:03pmWilliam
idk people tend to see different as bad
if you dont mind im gonna put this in my blog
do you mind?
1:04pmTamara
sure
Whoaaaaaaa...
ReplyDeleteYou really really want to make the text color a little brighter, lol :P
Also, regarding the whole thing with Andrew and his religiosity, my Dad (also an Atheist) had this conversation with him:
Dad: "If I gave you some books that could make you change your mind, would you read them?"
Andrew: "No"
Andrew simply isn't ready to have his beliefs challenged. All he knows at the moment is that the Devil is assaulting him on all fronts; his oldest brother, his own father, and his own friends.
Andrew is not thinking "wow, I must be wrong", he's thinking "I am destined for greatness in the church because of how much the Devil is trying to lead me out of my belief".
Andrew is dead-set on going on a mission when he's 19, and you can bet your life on it that I'm going to have a word with him before he goes.
Anyway, it's difficult for me sometimes, too, to see all my siblings so disgustingly devout... but we cannot convert him (or de-convert him, I guess) unless he's willing to consider other opinions. Which he obviously isn't just yet.
Anyway, sorry for the rant. And change the text color, damn it! lol
(Oh, and I dig the brighter green, lol :D )
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